suddenly i'm a tap dancing mouse.



lol yeah it's a dead mouse. it's disgusting, but it's funny what!

wa seh... suay or what, i got negative exp till so li hai! omg! the negative bar stretched all the way backwards out of the screen! usually it overlaps the mp section only loh! maybe i'm soloing papu too early?


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second suayness, i just started papu-ing again and the world shut down. waste my crack!!

yay to us!!

hahaha! found this during random surfing... dear isn't gonna like this!

went for the maple fair today... meh. yesterday's audition fair was better. at least they had the asiasoft polearm yesterday. (doopy!! but dear say doopy lao hong le... ) and the queues yesterday was like 10 times shorter. they also actually had a decent "game"... the route to riches thing. today had... nothing good.

free market? please lar... queue was like 100m long... can't be bothered sia... i had enough acash cards to redeem the small plushie lar... around 2m acash i think. but like so sibeh not worth. pfft. and i'm so irritated by the guy who issues the golden ticket till nothing to say liao. on one hand they make it so bloody easy to get it, on the other hand they try to make it so difficult.

there were nine of us out together today. i just got reminded why i don't like to go out in a big group. meh.

and bearpy threw away turpy today...

turpy welcomes stripy to turpy land~

over the past week or two i had been refusing to admit it. but now i finally realise that i am really running away from reality. however, i still have no courage to face it.

who can help me have that courage? i'm around people, but i feel so alone.

so what if my 21st birthday was just over. fancy it being a very special birthday. it went badly. well, so many people i thought who cared... well they didn't.

time to wake up...

i'm so scared... i've been giving myself excuses all day long, every day. and accomplishing nothing but getting myself into deeper trouble.

i feel so sick of myself.

no, stop telling me, "you seem down", blah blah blah. i know you don't really care.

meowpy~

well, it sucks to be me.

what does it feel like to have your hopes and future dashed?

for now, i'm still numbed.

noone knows how pained i feel, and how difficult it is to keep a straight or happy face.





maybe this world is not for me.

yay dear dear is so pro~ he caught so many doraemon toys from those dream catcher machines (as dannee called them)!!!

but too bad when he brought me there last night at 3am we didn't catch any...

this is the mousie (dong dong!) one which he gave me~ another horsie (mr yamanami-sama!!) he kept, and another snake he gave his friend.


front view!


top view!

muacks dear dear i love it alot~

and big outing on saturday!! i can't wait!!!

love dear dear always~ muacks~